Family

Okay so you know I have been thinking about it. And if I could guess well I would think I was a disgrace to my family. I used to love them but over the past few years me and my family have drifted farther and farther apart. I guess that is what I get for choosing this life. I doubt it will all ever be the same. I guess I am at that stage my that my family doesn't know who I am anymore. But I am just catching all that from the opinion of when family comes over I am never taked to. When I go places I am never talked to. When I try and start a conversation I am always cut off.The only ppl I can hardly talk to that will understand and listen and let me talk are some adults and some of my friends. At least there are a few ppl I can have a actual conversation with.