Forever

Gosh you know it seems like it has been forever. The school year has been over for almost two weeks and everything seems different now. I feel so different. I started out the school year not knowing what anything was going to be like. Now I'm ending it, and I still wish it wasn't over. I miss everyone sooo much. But it's too late now, there's nothing I can do about it. It seems like it has been forever since I've seen my best friend. We used to be so close but now... We aren't really that close. How long has it been? Almost a year I think. Another thing I've realized is love is just a really slow form of suicide. And it will kill you. And it doesn't care if you die or not, it just kills. But the thing behind that is since you're the one in love it's like you killing yourself. Which is why it's the slowest form of suicide.