I wonder

I wonder... What you would do if I said out of nowhere it's over. I wonder... What you would do if I just disappeared... Three years ago I had my bag packed and was ready to leave home... I was going to run away and never come back. But then something tol me that one day I was going to meet an angel sent from God. And I've met that angel. Oh and I know I'm kinda getting this from my cousin... But if God knows where my dad is. I want someone that's probably calling him daddy now and pick him a dozen flowers and give him a hug and a kiss and tell him that they love him. And when they do I want him to also know that there is a daughter out there that he probably doesn't know about that doesn't need him anymore. But I sure as Hell could've used him a long time ago. But I understand that he was too young to take care of me. And if I got to know him I'd probably love him. But for now I have a father figure. That helped raise me and I'll always love him. Even after the shit that he put me through.