Can't Stop My Hands...

I just thought I should tell you
That I wish you best
But that...
I love you
More than you think
But I can't feel anything
No longer
No longer shall I
Be put under your hypnotic spell
That you seem to think
I'll fall for everytime
Maybe I should've told you before...
Before we both got so caught up in...
Life.
And now
I'm sitting here
Silently sobbing
And no matter how many people surround me
And tell me everything will be okay
Or it'll all get better
It doesn't help
It doesn't help the pain
But she makes you happy
And so I'm happy for you two
No matter how broken I am
You aren't anymore
So
I'll fake this smile for you