Letting it Out

Sometimes I feel trapped
I get scared
This isn't the world I want to be in
Believe it or not
I stay here for the few that say they care
But,
I can't handle the pain
The numbness
I only feel right
At one time
Times so brief
You hardly ever know they happened
But when I'm in his arms
I swear there's nothing better
The sweet smell of his cologne
So faint
Not many can smell it
It's like that one thing you don't know
You know they like you...
But you don't want to ruin the amazing friendship you two have
Do you know what it's like--
To think about that one person
That you have no fucking clue if it's love
But they make you feel safe
They make you feel warm,
Yet you can't have them,
You could've,
But can't now.?
If you do just take my hand, my friend
We'll walk this road together
Until we see the light