I don't know what I did

I have no damn clue what I did! So please can you just tell me. Are you even pissed off at me? Is there a reason you never answer my calls and you've just stopped returning them.? Would it be easier for you if I was dead? Would it?! I tried for the last time tonight. But after that I'mma have to wait for you to call me. I can't take this being broken inside. Has someone just told you not to talk to me or something? Are you trying to emotionally hurt me more than what I already am? Did you get your number switched and just not tell me? Are you trying to surprise me of some type? Did you just change your mind and decide that having a daughter in your life wasn't right?! God, Dad! I don't know what to do anymore. You don't know how often over the course of my life that I've seen someone with their dad and just think 'god I wish that could be me!' So now as I sit here crying and bleeding. I hope that maybe you'll try to call me back. But you know.... I'm not that important so.... don't worry about it.