Okay So This Is FREAKED Up!

So you called me once. Now your phone is shut off. That's something where you promised you'de never leave... And now you're gone. Once again. You've hurt me too much. What's the point in sticking around anyway, yeah... I'm only 12 years old and at the point in my life where I really need a my father as much as I need my mother. Then I broke up with my boyfriend and I'm broken more than I was when my ex broke up with me and you're not even there when I need to talk. It hurts like Hell not having him and I never thought that I could hurt this badly. And then these girls at my school are starting crap on me God! It's like a freaking domino effect!