Psst, You're Falling....!

I stare out my window
There goes the last of the police cars
I lean back from the window
Sit back in my chair
And as I close my eyes
I see the bright blue sky
But something's different
Something, something just, doesn't feel right
And then I realize
That I'm falling
Faster than I have,
In dreams of the past
I kick
I scream
But none seem to hear
None seem to help
People faces of the past
Flash before my eyes
As the sky gets brighter
And brighter
And I remember
Every laugh I've ever laughed
And then I recognize
A mysterious pain
And I'm deteriorating
My heart is pacing
With a beat
That doesn't seem to beat
In my subconcious
I know I'm falling
Yet, I don't want to admit it
I can't give in
I have to push on
This isn't the end
It can't be
To every down
There is an up
To every goodbye
There is a hello
This is my down
This is my goodbye
I'll be back soon
I'll reach the ground soon
Don't worry
I'll be me again
Someday